more on my preparation journey

So one thing that God is helping me through is asking people outside my immediate family for money. It took some time to feel comfortable writing my support letters but I know that it is a vital part of missions work. I think leadership skills are definately going to be built as I found out that at least 4 people on my team are recent highschool graduates and by recent I mean Class of 2006 and class of 2007. Oh dear but hey we shall see and it will be an awesome experience for me. On another note my cousin is getting married this Saturday (7/7/07). Congradulations Karla Esh (soon to be Karla Weaver) and Jaime Weaver. Someday I hope God brings an man into my life as my husband. I am really picky about who I date as the next person I date I want to do it courtship style. I am tired of long dating relationships that end up in nothing. I am tired of guys trying to pressure me into having sex before marriage. Some times this purity lifestyle can be very difficult but I know it will be worth it. To be able to give my husband the gift of my body to enjoy and know that he has done the same for me is something I look forward too. Ahhh someday that will happen but for now it is learning to let God be my husband. And falling 100 percent in love with him