thoughts

So God knows that it is a desire of mine to get married and have a family someday. I however, want to get married to the right guy. The guy that God has prepared for me. A guy that serves and loves God with all his heart, comes from a good family that desires God, will love me as Christ loves the church, is mission minded like I am and will treat me the way I desire to be treated. In the past I have rushed into relationships that have been less than perfect and less then what God desires for me and I have rushed into these relationships simply to fill a desire of having a companion. Really what I should have done is let God be my companion and fall in love with Him. It seems as though the right guy is a rare find and most of what is out there is less than desirable (like the two guys at church who I KNOW are much less then desirable and they are quite annoying). It is hard to wait and be patient when I see many of my friends and family already married or getting married. I felt like the Lord was once again reassuring me tonight that he has someone for me but I need to be patient and trust him. I needed to trust that when the time is right he will be revealed to me and I need to trust that God is working in his life to prepare him for me. Keep praying for this