conversation reflection

So I had a really important conversation with Nanen tonight that put us back on somewhat of the same page. I started out by apologizing for treating him like crap over the summer to which he responded with "don't worry". It was nice to be talking to him like we used to talk. I have always loved the fact that I have been able to open up to him about anything. Though his flexiblity drives me nuts sometimes I realize that that is one of the reasons I love him......Guys and relationships....so complicated........Nanen and I will always have a special connection to each other due to the amount and seriousness of some of the things we have been through....I love how he can always make me laugh and cheer me up even after a serious conversation or when I am upset about something all he has to do is look at me and I will start laughing and make a small comment and I will start laughing. Though he can be serious when he needs to be. I love his supportedness in me and my calling. Overall i am just very appreciative of him